Sunday, November 15
I really hate it that you’re dead.
I hate it!!!
!!! and !!!!!
That’s why I’m writing this on my dad;s old typerwriter
I really have to bludgeon my fingers to pound out the letters and that seems right because it DOES hurt and it SHOULD hurt to have to write the words that y!o!u!’!r!e! d!e!a!d!
If the universe was the way it should be I would not even be able to write those words
the letters would refuse to print on the page they would REBEL because it just does not make sense it is senseless NONSENSE that my best friend is suddenly and...