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Description: In just seven years, Raedella Rollins has reinvented herself from a small-town girl into the star news anchor at a Houston television station. When she left behind her hometown of Sweet Poke, Arkansas, she also left behind her family and all their embarrassing foibles. In Houston, her new friends and colleagues know her as the girl who has it all: fame, fortune, and the man of her dreams. Then everything changes when Raedella's eccentric relatives show up in Houston, and her carefully constructed world starts to crumble. But when everyone deserts her, Raedella finally realizes that no matter how wacky or bizarre, she's only got one family, and family is the only thing that counts.

Questions for Discussion

1. Describe Raedella at the beginning of the novel. What kind of person is she? How sympathetic are you toward her in the first few chapters? Is she a likable character?

2. As Raedella waits to board the bus that will take her away from Sweet Poke, her ex-boyfriend Reno tells her, "Sweet Poke is where you belong...you can't run from it, it's in your blood." How does Raedella's past in Sweet Poke affect the life she leads as Rae Rollins, television star, in Houston?

3. Discuss Raedella's relationship with Myles. What is your first impression of Myles? Does this impression change as the story unfolds? What are the first indications that Myles may not be what he appears?

4. After learning from Mama Tee that Justin is back in the hospital, Raedella must quickly compose herself and go on the air. "If there was one thing I was good at, it was that -- shaking everything off and putting on my TV face." Why is Raedella so successful as an anchor and talk show host? Discuss the relationship between image and reality in Raedella's life in Houston.

5. Though a relatively minor character, Raedella's friend Shereen plays a major role in the story. What impact does Shereen have on Raedella's transformation?

6. Discuss Raedella and Shondella's relationship. What are the origins of the conflict between them? In spite of the obvious differences, do you see any similarities between the two sisters?

7. "Don't get me wrong," Raedella explains in the prologue, "I haven't completely stopped believing in God -- I just don't think he makes frequent stops in Sweet Poke. If he did, everyone there wouldn't lead such miserable lives." How does Raedella's relationship to God change as the story progresses? Identify three turning points in her spiritual transformation.

8. Relationships between mothers and daughters play a central role in I Know I've Been Changed. Discuss the many different versions of the mother-daughter relationship portrayed in the book, and the impact of these relationships on the central characters.

9. At the end of the book, Raedella is living in Sweet Poke and working at the local television station. She is still single, and still working out her relationships with Rose and Shondella, and it is unclear what will come next for her. Why do you think the novel ends this way, rather than with a more conventional "happy ending"?

10. Why does ReShonda Tate Billingsley choose to wait until the last chapters of I Know I've Been Changed to reveal the details of Jasmine's death? Why do you think Raedella remains silent about it for so long?

Questions for the Author

1. How did the character of Raedella Rollins take shape in your imagination? Did you conceive of her all at once -- her history, her emotional transformation, etc. -- or did she develop as you were writing the book?

2. Writers sometimes talk about their characters taking on "a life of their own." Did Raedella ever do something that surprised you?

3. How do you balance your life as a reporter with your work as a writer of fiction? Are these entirely separate activities for you, or do they somehow interconnect?

4. Which aspects of your own experience did you draw on to write I Know I've Been Changed? How much do you identify or not identify with Raedella?

5. In some ways, I Know I've Been Changed reads like a fairy tale in reverse. Raedella's dream job, dream marriage, and dream life dissolve, leaving her to confront realities that she has long denied. Do you see your writing as a critique of "fairy tale endings," or of fantasy in general?

6. The Reverend Simon Jackson and his daughter, Rachel, characters from your previous book, Let the Church Say Amen, make a brief appearance in I Know I've Been Changed. Do you see a connection between the two books?

7. In your vision of the book, what role does God play in Raedella's transformation?

8. At the beginning of the book, Raedella is not a particularly nice person, and yet we care what happens to her. How did you manage to create a deeply flawed character that we still feel is redeemable? How sympathetic were you toward Raedella at the beginning of the book?

Activities to Enhance Your Book Club

1. Invite each member of your group to share a memory or artifact from his or her hometown. Give members a few minutes each to talk about where they come from, and how it has impacted who they are today.

2. Hold your discussion on I Know I've Been Changed over a soul food dinner. For recipe ideas, go to http://www.soulfoodcookbook.com/ or check out Real Men Cook, published by Simon & Schuster/Fireside Books.

3. Celebrate the spirit of Raedella's acceptance of her difficult past by asking each member of the group to share a humorous but embarrassing detail from her past. Examples may include everything from photos from an awkward age to stories about relatives' embarrassing behavior.